Woww. its been 8 years since i make this blog for task at my campus, i even forgot about this blog, ROFL.
life been upside down this past 8 years, but now im stepping forward in life, my mom passed away in 2012 and really bring shock to me, cause kind of my fault, subconciusly my big brother blaming me, after 2 years since it happen i confront him and he's admitting that he's blaming me, kinda feels relief because thats why been bugging me for 2 years,
now im marrried at 16 Dec 2017 with great woman, but Bad Temper, our side is always different, when she go to point A, I always go to point B, so far in this life i just follow the flow and try my best not to get shoot down again by life, its been stagnant no thrill, no challenge but easier to be truth,
and why i seems to be loved in stagnant state, the only reason is because the ambition is gone, the wild side, the brave side of me already completely vanish into thin air. tomorrow is my mom birthday @ 14th may, she doesnt get the chance to see me get married, bearing a child, and many others things.
People said that if dont have the chance to show it to your mom, then show it to your wife and family, it just the feeling not really the same.
But im satisfied by where i am at this point, batling depression, batting people mocking my existance, but slowly but sure i keep moving forward in steady pace, and in the end will show them all what my mother made me to be the man i am should be.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER, MISS YOU, ALWAYS LOVE YOU, BE HAPPY IN AFTERLIFE THERE, YOUR SON WILL MAKE IT THROUGH AND BATTLE THE WORLD LIKE YOU PREPARE HIM TO BE.
Sabtu, 12 Mei 2018
Rabu, 24 Maret 2010
Starting new Entry
i just ussual person, my life is so complicated sometimes but most of it so colourfull
i really enjoying all thing that happen in my live, trust me you dont wanna know bad things that happen to me. so im just gonna say only good things happen, because this is only start will tell you all later.
im born in jakarta 24 september 1986 at RSCM(Rumah sakit Cipto Mangunkusumo)
my name absolutly erwin sendiko but not from the start, because when im born my mom want to give name elwin/elvin but my born doctor decicely wrote my name become erwin in my paper.
so i think that not human mistake but GOD will because it just happen.
few years later im become a child not a bay anymore because i not really remember what happen to me when i was a baby lol.
so until now im 23 years old and always try to thank GOD to all thing happen in my life because my life is enjoyable for me even sometimes a little bit depressing,
in a big line is my life sucks because all bad things i do not because anything else.
ok thank you this is my first post will post it again later
i really enjoying all thing that happen in my live, trust me you dont wanna know bad things that happen to me. so im just gonna say only good things happen, because this is only start will tell you all later.
im born in jakarta 24 september 1986 at RSCM(Rumah sakit Cipto Mangunkusumo)
my name absolutly erwin sendiko but not from the start, because when im born my mom want to give name elwin/elvin but my born doctor decicely wrote my name become erwin in my paper.
so i think that not human mistake but GOD will because it just happen.
few years later im become a child not a bay anymore because i not really remember what happen to me when i was a baby lol.
so until now im 23 years old and always try to thank GOD to all thing happen in my life because my life is enjoyable for me even sometimes a little bit depressing,
in a big line is my life sucks because all bad things i do not because anything else.
ok thank you this is my first post will post it again later
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